Caged Bird

I really came to know the feelings of a caged bird or a wild animal in zoo where they are given everything and anything in the world but it lacks some thing. Same is with me. Every month my bank account is recharged for me which I say is a big amount at this stage of my life and I work in a centrally air conditioned office where temperature never drops below 22 degrees but some thing is lacking. I never enjoyed my coffee as much as I did in my college canteen with my friends. I was never fed up using the computer as I was now. I never enjoyed sitting on this ergonomic chair than I did sitting idle at bay area in Vizag watching nothing but waves. I am well connected to the world through phone where I can call any part of the world absolutely free but never felt like calling anyone. I am fed up .fed up with anything and everything.

Coming to my life last week was full of learning experience to me about life. I myself surrendered to my manager and I took up new project which I was delaying for the last one year so that literally they can cut the resource as I will be handling two applications. I am in AMDO dept. which stands for Application Maintenance and Development Operations. I came to know what pressure can do with humans and how it yields results. One single word I speak with my manager after he speaks a lot with me “OK I WILL DO IT…MAIL ME THE DETAILS”. I never extended my conversation much more than this. Not even a Hi or at least a Bye.

OK I want to write a post on Human Infrastructure. Watch out for it and last thing my blog stats showed one day highest hits as 113. Donno who is watching me?

Fools Follow Rules

Today I was talking to one of my colleague, less colleague and more like a brother where he quoted this line fools follow rules. First of all I have a bad opinion about rules which I came across almost every part of my life and fed up with them. A perfect example of being fed up with them is having a professional look. In my school days we are asked or forced to wear mono color shirt, mono color trouser, a small tie rather I would say a thin tie and black shoes till Thursday and full white on Friday I donno why we wear full white on Friday like a nun. white shirt white trouser and white canvass shoe which I like it very much because I wear it only once in a week and my point here is I was forced to wear this type of attire and I developed a negative feeling towards that and now in my professional life it is very common for to people come in with nice shirt, cool trouser and formal shoe with in shirt. I like this format very much but since it is a rule or say company policy I do not want to follow it, though I like it. Alas fools follow rules.

Very busy in office working 14 hours I mean to say I am spending 14 hours in office either working or not, total 3 hours work out started weight training also and I should confess I would have been in good shape if I had a control over diet and my weekend food is of high calories one.

Gotta go…need to send some reports.

Am I busy???

I just have 30 minutes to scribble my thoughts. Think it’s been 10 days since I blogged it is not the matter of interest to type but I really do not have time to do so. Have been busy with coding part these days surprisingly both front end and back end and it involves business logic too though not a great deal to the other software guy but it is to me because I hardly remember when I coded a piece. OK let’s leave it aside.

Yesterday while I was in a discussion with one of my colleague, he said he is eagerly waiting for weekend. I immediately shoot out a question WHY? He said because it’s a weekend and I can relax and more to that he said I hate week days. That’s it I did not prolong my discussion with him and started thinking about it. Why we should wait for weekend. And there were days for me where I wanted the weekend to pass as soon as possible because I can be back to college, attend classes not for the sake of lectures but for the lighting our campus provides and much more than that every guy in the campus with heart will have a beat in the class if not in campus. I had one too. So, I can see her. That’s it. But I never thought this weekend’s will be golden days for me like golden drops in Bacardi bottle. I never thought these week days will be boring for me and there will be no colorful light on weekdays. Everything changed from college days was not at all interested in celebrating holi and I still remember holi celebrated in college 2 years ago where we had almost all the colors on our body, some games in beach and so called swimming in the beach and where we had eggs at one place to be hatched but they turned out the other way. Lucky chick’s they escaped otherwise who will raise them. No one hatched them but broke them in undergarments.

It’s quite a boring week and of course another day of well oiled machine and one thing according to the blog statistics lot of people around 75-100 are visiting my blog daily. I may not be satisfying all of them with my writings, so better comment me on some thing so that we can have that some thing interesting. No –isms. I miss you guys. Let me finish with one proverb

Health is Wealth.